We all are hard on ourselves. We are amazing. I get all that. But today I was beyond the good mommy my boys needed. My special needs son and I got in a fight that escalated. And I was so worked up in front of all of them. I cried all the way to dropping them off and cried on the way home. I apologized to each and everyone on them for my bad behavior and asked for forgivenes. I am truly embarrassed that I wasn’t adult enough to give them the mommy they needed. I can’t take it away. But I sure hope I learned from this. And am an amazing mommy when they come home today. This mommy stuff is no joke.
